My Summer Wish…
I have this scenario in my head of how things will be when I finally tell him how I really feel. It would be like a movie scene. I picture it storming, in the pouring rain and we’re leaving his house. I’m upset so I start walking off and I’m just yelling at him telling him I how I feel about him and how stupid I am for it because he doesn’t act like he has feelings at all. Because if he did he wouldn’t treat me the way he does. & after he would apologize and finally tell me how he really feels because he’s never been good at telling/showing his feelings. I would still be yelling at him after and when I’m in the middle of talking he just grabs me and kisses me. But I know this would never happen as much as I wanted to. Even if I did tell him the way I felt, he would just walk away like always. Even knowing the love I have for him..
